Mentors?

It's very wierd... in every area of my life, I have a mentor or two. All that is... except spritual stuff.

Yeah, I've had spiritual mentors before... they have come... and they have gone... leaving my abandonment issues nice and fresh. Not because they were bad people... I think maybe they had this image in their minds of who I would be... and I couldn't acheive it. Now, much later, I know that isn't who I was SUPPOSED to be. But who am I supposed to be? I've totally lost track...

Life is so confusing.